There’s no pleasing anyone. FUCK IT. I’m done. I feel like I am worth less than shit right now. People are allowed to do whatever to me and EXPECT to get forgiving just like that, but god forbid I actually fuck up one day. I remember the feeling I had in middle school, when I used to cut. But I’ve been clean for so long now. I’ve got to find something else. But all of this is just.. eating me alive.